| God is writing a drama... at least there will be a happy ending |
[Jul. 16th, 2005|05:05 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  confused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | How found you could be by DDC | ] |
The show last night was ok. Before I went I got into a huge fight with my mom, she is still mad at me, and being mean to me. That might have been my last lcc show according to her. Much sadness. Things with my dad aren't the greatest either, actually its my dads gf. She like keeps on acting all overly interested in my life, gosh sometimes its like she cares more then my dad. oh well. thats life I guess.
He makes me smile <3
Lisa |
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| Well... |
[Jun. 7th, 2005|08:19 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | confused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Best Friends Material Girl (Ithink thats the name...) | ] |
Ok, so I think I'm like starting to get used to things now... I don't think Mike is a burlger anymore... lol idk, its still weird, but yeah things are getting a little better. ::sigh:: I'm like working alot more hours now... although im like so thrilled I will not be cleaning for the Bucharos? anymore in a couple of weeks. I'm so tired right now... I went shopping today, I bought this cool south pole capris lol, even though they are south pole they look good and you can't really tell what brand they are! hahaha so Today I also went to our church's softball game at bethany, umm I saw a bunch of people I know from bethany, then Amy I left lol because it was not that exciting... at least I can say I went.. sooo anyways I turn 16 soon! Yay! I planned out my actual birthday like getting my permit and stuff... idk what I want to do for my party. My mom said I can't have Something to fight for come play, even though they said they would. Much sadness... anyways I will have to figure something else out I guess, thats the way my life goes. Just when I think everything is going great, its not... but I don't feel like randomly getting all depressed... lol so on a different note I might actually make a myspace. MIGHT! lol but I was wondering if like anyone could give some info on it, because I don't really like the idea that anyone can search and find me ya know? like stalkers!!!!!!! lol so yes that would be bad.
Umm nothing really going on tomorow, spending a quiet day at home, although something will turn up it always does, umm might go to bethany, I didn't go last week, so if I don't go this week I will probably recieve some sort of warning lol. Oh yesss my wonderful weekend...
Well last weekend was great played DDR like all night, lol good times, umm went by the pool to tan... YaY, actually went in the water... lol just for the record I think I look alot different, lol yesterday I bought like these new makeup colors and I think it looks really good on me... like it makes me look different though, oh yeah my hair is curly too, I very much like the curly hair! haha
Next week I think I am finally going to see the new star wars, lol we tried to go this weekend... but umm yeah that just did not go well at all... hahahaha good times though making the phone calls, omg I don't even want to go into it, we spent like FOREVER! trying to call and find out what time it was playing, how much it was, and all that crap lol then we never even went, lol but hopefully next week!
Thats all I really have to say right now, except that I'm a very confused child, lately I just feel so confused about everything, I mean I know how I'm supposed to feel about different stuff, but sometimes I don't feel the way everyone thinks I should, hmmm anyone know what I mean?
Lisa <3 |
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| Well... |
[May. 30th, 2005|04:42 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  Sun Burned | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Louder Screams the Boy | ] |
Well, Friday was like awesome, SOMETHING TO FIGHT FOR IS THE BEST BAND EVER (one of the best nights ever)!!! lol I love them all so much, especially a certain someone ;)!!! Other then that, I've been really confused lately, I don't know who half of my friends are... its kind of depressing but oh well... anyways I had like the best memorial day weekend ever! lol Friday was the concert, which I can't even write about because it was like a dream come true, and I'll probably cry lol Erin. Then saturday was awesome so many good times... "Wait For Me" "Their gonna put me in the movies"
Sunday was wicked fun too... So many crazy times... lol
3 people getting locked in the bathroom...
My cousin David, enough said...
3 stops on the way home, a blown out headlight and a thunderstorm...
Neighbors going crazy...
lol the Adventure...
So then monday has been great, went to a parade again, tried to avoid a certain someone who was there, went to the pool and laid in the sun for a while, did not get kicked out this time.... YaY!
Went to my dads, and tried to grill, actually had a good time.... lol and when I come home were probably going to watch the notebook. Plus a major bonus is being able to listen to something to fight for's new album, I love it soooo much1! www.myspace.com/somethingtofightfor
Well, nothing else really to say....
And Bye...
Lisa <3 |
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| Hmmmm? |
[May. 18th, 2005|09:15 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  cold | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Apparations of Melody by KIDS IN THE WAY | ] |
Haven't updated in a loooong time....? Umm... phase 3 of Living in Longmeadow went umm weird.... not as weird as phase 2 in which I toured Longmeadow, but yeah anyways we met my dad's gf's other son and he seemed nice and actually came to the table to eat with us even though the game was on...
And so anyways MPV is in like 40 more days and I am sooooo excited and I can't wait!!!! and um I really have to go shower because spanish is like in a few. So umm yeah I guess that was my update!>!
Lisa <3 |
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| Obessions |
[Apr. 23rd, 2005|09:12 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | Smurfish | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The Sound by Further Seems Forever | ] |
New Clothes are fun.....
But they won't save you money on car insurance...
Now that I got that out of the way I would just like to say that my vacation was weird... very weird...
I went shopping alot though, I'm kind of sick of it actually...
Oh... I had some personal victories this week.... here they are...
1.) I killed a very big spider that was in our bathroom!
2.) I survived the bean dinner (in the rain I might add)
3.) I was nicer to people I can't stand... lol
4.) I pet a reptile an iguana to be specific... I never have, it always creeps me out... so now I can say I have...
5.) Pam straightened my hair, so for two days my hair looked nice.
6.) I was able to watch Happy Days alot more than usual
ok... now are you ready for the big shocker....
I ACTUALLY CLEANED MY ROOM....lol not just shoving everything under the bed... It's actually clean....
So anyways not much else happened, except that certain people really hurt my feelings.... ALOT!
And, Tristan had his birthday so he is now nine years old, I was such a proud Aunt lol.
Oh, lol and I have become completely obbessed with someone, lol awww <3
he like lives in Delaware, if that gives you a clue, but yeah... he's like the old Kevin Door... probably only Joy will get that one, do you remember that Joy, lol when you liked...mmmm what was his name... oh yes... Paul Mcoy or something like that, but I was completely in love with the bass player Kevin... well its kinda like that only, he doesn't play bass, and I know him.... so well its not like that at all, but kinda... wow that did not make sence... (coming from me its not a surprise) So anyways....
I'm really getting excited for this summer, a summer full of strangers... lol at my dads and here.... since for like 3 weeks!!!!!!!! My relatives will be staying with us.... lol but i will be gone for one of those weeks!!! Hurray! j\k but yeah the last week, I won't even know who half of the people are but it should be good because of the wedding... oh yeah the wedding... I finally got my dress! Its really pretty I like it... it only took me like an entire day at the mall and other miscellaneous shops to find it... lol but it was worth it!
Umm... not really much else to say... Jurasic Park is on T.V. now, haven't watched that in such a long time...
Well, im going to go look at band websites because its what I do best, or I might... naw probably not... lol well this was really long enough and I think im just going to go before I get going again... lol
Lisa <3 |
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| Well I'm updating |
[Apr. 16th, 2005|09:35 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  happy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Down and out by something to fight for | ] |
So I was gone for a weekend... it was soooo much fun that I don't even want to write about it because it will make me miss it... BUT! It was some good times... lol the lou ow was fun. and Napolean dynamite night was great, and chilling with everybody on saturday... was AWESOME! haha and shopping was great! And then lets see I went to church in the afternoon which was pretty good.
Then my week was kinda... woah... but yeah wed was one of the toughest days, but I got through it! lol and um FRIDAY oh yeah friday...
Friday was really awesome, the concert was really great! I was so happy that I got to see something to fight for! lol I heart those guys, and they rock harder on stage then just like well...idk but they are awesome! And chillin with everyone was great! I met some random people... what else is new? So then the coolest people in the world contributed to me buying a something to fight for shirt... which I might add that i wore today. lol And um, Mercury Switch was pretty good... I got to see their whole show this time... and the lead singer of that band gave me a pin for free because hes like the coolest! So anyways then I came home and was like talking to val at like 11 and being really hyper. And I must get the pictures developed soon... hopefully they will be better than that one Joy took of me at bethany, lol that ones like scary!
Ok so moving on saturday... I idk and then Newton came over, then we all went to youth group and I did like the devotional thing which went ok, then I pretty much just hung out. so basically thats all... tommorow im going dress shopping for the wedding and going to church. GOD IS AWESOME! and thats like all I have to say so... God Bless...
Lisa <3
Oh and Manny this entry wasn't depressing but I always keep to what I say... so I love you! |
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| Bake Cookies |
[Apr. 6th, 2005|03:17 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | happy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | something erin is listening to upstairs | ] |
This will be a very boring entry but I wanted to update to let everyone know that I was alive, incase you were worried... lol
Lisa <3 |
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| I don't know? |
[Mar. 30th, 2005|08:31 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | crushed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Blood Flower by Alove For Enemies | ] |
I don't really know anymore?
Lisa <3 |
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| UPdating |
[Mar. 29th, 2005|05:30 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  A little weird..... | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Some Rap song from Fat Albert | ] |
Well... shannon says I don't update long enough (or often) so I decided that I would take this time to now type out a very loooong entry... lol watch me get like a couple of sentences done and then just be like oh w\e... but anyways...
For the most part I had an ok Easter, I had a good friday, lol and Tristan had a good thursday. Umm I went to the movies and saw The Pacifier, because well, I really like Vin Diesel? And since the theater was in the mall I went to the mall as well, (I would like to note not with erin and shannon, much sadness) so anyways me and the gang posed with the Easter bunny and made fun of him and got our picture taken with him and stuff... even though I wanted to kill Jen at first it was pretty good times... and then me and Tristan went to every single shoe store in the WHOLE mall (were talking every store that carries shoes of some kind). So then I finally decided on a pair of converse, from some shoe store where this nice guy worked.... lol good times.... Then I comtemplated how Jesus died for me on Friday and that was very deep and meaningful... and that was my Good Friday...
So in other news I am no longer brushing my teeth by candle light or reading by candle light, lol because Kevin came over and fixed our electricity upstairs... lol although I liked reading in my room with just the light from candles.... lol good times...
umm my Saturday was uneventful, went to the park and watched the Agawam football practice... then went to youth group, and the girl who spoke got me comtemplating a lot of things, I have been contemplating alot lately....
Then I went to church which was pretty good... Easter was cool... because Jesus Rose again... but umm yeah me and mom and sister had a nice dinner, then we basically did not do much....
So yeah that was my weekend... and well now im going to go watch fat albert... lol I told you something would distract me and I would leave.... lol... leave me some comments!
Lisa <3 |
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| Loser |
[Mar. 19th, 2005|02:49 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  Loser | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Some song about Loser's Theres got to be one out there | ] |
Who thinks I'm a loser?
Lisa <3
I'm out buying music.... |
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| Sorry |
[Mar. 18th, 2005|10:17 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | crazy | ] |
Sorry about the depressing entry from before... lol It's usually not like me, but I guess I've just been stressed out lately :(
Lisa <3 |
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| ::sigh:: |
[Mar. 18th, 2005|10:07 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  worried | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Last Dance by Something to Fight For | ] |
Something really bad happened on wedensday night, I don't really want to say what it was, I just can't believe that I even had the kind of thoughts I had. It was really scary how easy it seemed. I still can't believe something like that happened. Life has really been messed up lately, and when I say messed up I mean it. I really just want to go away for a while, I can't wait till I get to spend the weekend at my older sisters. I just need to get away from it all.
Long Pause
It feels like someone keeps punching me in the stomach, but pausing just long enough for me to feel like they are going to stop, but then they start punching again. I don't know if that makes sence, but its how I feel lately. At least I realized on wednsday that I'm not alone, that gives me the strength to stand up and take another punch.
Lisa <3 |
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| Loved |
[Mar. 3rd, 2005|08:37 pm] |
You guys make me feel so loved! Not too much time to update, im at the library and its like closing really soon, lol
Lisa <3 |
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| Extremely Tired |
[Jan. 22nd, 2005|10:46 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | crazy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Sick City... idk who its by | ] |
WEll... im extremely tired today... yesterday was really long, but it was so much fun! lol I should just copy and paste erin's entry but in my own words...
Well, I went rollaring skating in the morning which was really fun! lol Crowding 5 people into the photo booth. So anyways then erin and shannon came back over and we hung out for a while and did some spanish h\w. Then we went to the store and froze. Then we watched a movie... and then we went to the concert! It was sooooo much fun! I wish they had those concerts EVERY weekend! lol Idk... it was just a lot of fun! And the bands weren't even that bad. I think that guy Jason or w\e was kinda weird... idk? But anyways I am so tired now.
Moving on from yesterdays good times... today will not be so awesome... for when I came home I found out the news, sigh, so the rest of the weekend has been wrecked. But w\e ill just remember friday... lol so anyways im out. |
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| Now is the time.... |
[Jan. 18th, 2005|05:17 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | happy... idk why? | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Happy Together by Simple Plan | ] |
Tired today, went to drama yesterday for 3 and 1 half hours. Froze along with everyone else outside. Winter weather advisory in affect, we are outside, yep were smart. lol hmmm nothing else really, very busy day tomorow, spanish, toastmasters and a meeting thing, then BETHANY... lol ok so not that busy, but in essesence it really is. Friday night should be fun, concert, and rollar skating. Good times... Well Im happy... lol im off to go be happy in my happiness! Leave me one or something, I like to read comments lol.
~Lisa
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| I can't think of a good subject... |
[Jan. 15th, 2005|10:59 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | Gosh | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Cult of Cool by the Supertones | ] |
Nothing new in the life of me really, tomorow everyone from drama is coming over (I think) still not quite sure on that one, but it should be fun! Today I could not hang at the mall with my friends.. that brought sadness upon me. But tonight I watched Napolean Dynamite, I felt compelled to lol. GOSH!
Anyways, I think I bruised my rib cage, not that its a serious thing or anything like that, but im in pain... oh well... just for the record im dead serious! My head is killing me too, but thats because im so tired. Oh well what can you do?
Im so excited about my sisters wedding, she asked ME to do her hair! ME of all people! Im so excited, like beyond all reason! I can't wait to be a step Aunt, and a sister-in-law! although I don't like the terms "step" and "in law" so without a doubt spencer will be my nephew and Marc my brother! Oh my goodness I just can't wait!
GOSH I think im really tired and would like to go to bed, so...
Goodnight
~Lisa |
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| It was time |
[Jan. 6th, 2005|05:13 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | content | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Ever Winter by Immortal Souls | ] |
Well, I felt it was time for me to give a quick update... to let everyone know I was alive. Not much has happened since school started. There was a fight on monday between my whole family... that was really not cool. But its thursday now and things have smoothed over. umm I had a really fun new years eve. And I got to hang out with erin and shannon and Tommy from FL. Which was really cool!
Today I drove in the snow... for the first time. This was scary for me... but I have never ever been one to let fear keep from doing something I have set my heart on... so I did it. YaY... I almost plowed over Amy though... poor Amy... lol
Oh I almost forgot yesterday was my first offical day as the Vice President of Membership for toastmasters. I did not really do anything except take attendance... but hey it was only my first meeting.
Tonight nothing really is going on. Manny might call me and I might watch a movie... im not sure which movie... maybe... STAR WARS again... lol or one of my other new movies... oh and eat dinner! Well I must go and see some dance that Amy and Lauren are going to perform, another thing to add to tonight... lol it should be good though...
Well I must go...
Lisa L. :) Have a good night! |
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| Were all dancing freaky, and then James and Chrissy walk in.... |
[Dec. 30th, 2004|04:21 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | exceptionally HAPPY | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Candice by Siani Beach | ] |
THAT is what I call embaressing! lol Last night at Danny's party was fun, but that one thing was soooo embaressing! haha it was so funny when we were all playing that Trivial Pursuit game, lol Donald Trumps Hair!!!
Well I'm at Bunk Bed world and MORE right now... its pretty slow no one has come in so far, although it was kinda interesting watching the local game have their meeting... Hurray the phone, hang on....
Ok back, some Wendy person looking for Larry, I only remember half of what she said, CRAP! I should not be working on my lj! oh well...so anyways, tomorow I am so excited because its the New Years eve party at Bethany is going on! And Tommy from Florida is going which is cool!
Anyways... getting back to today, Carolyn did not come over because it just didn't work out... sadness...
But I get to watch TWO episodes of Malcom in the middle! But! I have to miss drama... I didn't even think we had drama tonight which is stupid of me since we always have drama on thursday! oh well...
Hmm... I must begin working on that spanish report which is waaay past due, also I really need to call Pastor Steve! AND... I must finish that paper thing on Spiritual gifts by sunday... oh yeah study for stupid stupid stupid algebra on monday because my tutor shall be angry if I do not remember anything we went over before break... lol geez much stuff to do, and thats not even the half of it! geez! I can't believe break is almost over! It like went by so fast! Too fast!
I might not be able to go to winter retreat... because my older sister is coming up from texas and is probably going to have her bridal shower thing... and its probably going to be at the same time as winter retreat... this makes me sad... but I try not to think about it... because in a way it is happy, I hate when you have to like choose ya know?
And finally in closing... My mom said that I can probably have everyone back over my house after bethany for the month of January a couple of times... so im excited about that... should be fun!
Did you ever notice how often I do this.... And make dots... I think it is my way of saying that im still continueing my thought but I just don't want to type the rest down. Or I just do not like ending senctences by putting periods... and putting dots is a way I can avoid that... lol alright well im out! |
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| The Absolute Best |
[Dec. 29th, 2004|03:17 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | Happy! | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Portrait by Symphony in Peril | ] |
You guys are the absolute best friends ever!!!!!
Thanks so much for helping me to feel better! I don't know what I would do with out any of you! Thanks for being the best friends ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thanks for being my friends no matter what, and telling me its ok to cry, thanks for being there for me, and excepting my weirdness...
THANKS GUYS!
I LOVE YOU! LOL
So today I feel much better... even though I can not go to bethany I still feel like today has been much better! lol
Well thanks (again) for putting up with this entry but I just wanted to let you guys know how much I appreciate you! You all know who you are! lol |
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| Raising Lisa |
[Dec. 29th, 2004|03:14 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | Begining to unfreeze | ] |
| [ | music |
| | High of 75 by Relientk | ] |
I stole this from Manny's LJ.
You guys can fill this out! Please.... lol
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how freakin amazing am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I lovable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be and why?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Are you going to put this on your Journal and see what I say about you? |
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